you're the one thing i got right
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
Saturday, May 17, 2008
I can't take it anymore.
I just hope for a 4 tonne lorry to hit me.
I will go crazy sooner or later.
Seriously, just fucking get a divorce.
It's getting on my nerves.
Both of you are lucky enough.
At least I didn't go astray.
One is an egoistic stubborn faggot.
The other is wasting money,
on a fucking idiot who doesn't appreciate.
I don't fucking understand!
Your fucking son is just using you.
Using all your money.
You can't give me money to buy ledger paper.
But you could fork out hundreds of dollars.
Just to settle that idiot's overdue bills.
Like what the fuck?
Now you tell me why I've lost the will to study.
I just don't fucking get it.
I really don't.
It's just fate.
That I have two morons for parents.
Two idiotic most ungrateful step-brothers.
And female version of that faggot as my sister.
I'd rather have nothing at all.
Than to have such people in my life.
Sometimes I wonder why I'm stupid.
Stupid enough to help them every time.
I'm a fucking dumb ass.
A fucking loser.
That's what I am.
