you're the one thing i got right
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Right. So I haven't been really into my goals these few days. Reason being, I'm lazy and my mind's outta place. I haven't clean up my school stuff and all the certs. I know I gotta get into shape now. It's going pretty smoothly I'd say. Like for example no food after 7, drinking SOD tea after every meal or anytime I'm thirsty and also cutting the proportions of food intake.
I did some aerobic exercises, hip hop abs (really easy) and simple pilate. My weight did drop a little. But it's still not enough. I can't go for graduation day looking like the way I am now. It's not embarassing. More like, there's no change in me. Like I look the same all the time. Forget it.
I'm taking mom for a check-up tomorrow. I'm hoping that she'll not bring me to some place and pig out. Because that's not my plan for tomorrow. I'm not sure if it's gonna rain. But if it does, then it's gonna be aerobic. I'll go for a run instead if it doesn't rain. Gosh.
