you're the one thing i got right
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
Saturday, April 05, 2008
I'm gonna give myself another chance. I thought of applying for Poly again, October intake. If God forbids me from going to Poly, then I just have to accept my fate. Meanwhile I'm gonna find a job, full-time. But, only after I finally succeed my first goal, weight loss. Recently I've been eating alot. It's true. Now I know why I'm fat. I binge whenever I feel down. That's just me.
Ah, if I don't get through Poly, I'm gonna settle for Prison Officer or SCDF. Mom is giving me full support for this. Sometimes I don't get her. At first she didn't care at all, but now she seems so supportive, which is a good thing. Well, I hope everything goes smoothly & that God shall be on my side.
Insyaallah.Speaking of weight loss, I'm gonna make use of April. I'll make sure I change this ugly look of mine. I don't wanna be chubby for the rest of my life. I don't wanna be make fun of all the time. I don't wanna be that ugly sibling anymore. I hate being ugly. =(