you're the one thing i got right
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Gosh. Time flies really quick. April's coming soon. That means, results from Poly. Gosh. I'm still so frustrated over my weight. No I do not look like a rice sack. I got a big ass & thighs. Norrina's back! She's been staying with her mom ever since. I missed her. She's so adorable. =) I realise something now. I'm still fat! Heh! Standing 164cm, weighing *8 kg. When will I ever be 54? It's the ideal weight! Gosh.
Been blog hopping, friendster hopping & myspace hopping. Realise how ugly my previous classmates are while others are sooo sooo beautiful. I know I'm being shallow. But I'm envy those who are soo sooo beautiful. If there was any reunion for anything like pri sch mates or sec sch mates, I want it to be perfect. I do not want to appear looking like this. I look like a monster ya know?
I realise that ITE mates are more awesome than pri or sec. I love my class. Even though I'm not that close to them, at least they don't backstab me or did any stupid things to me. Unlike pri or sec where all the bitchy stuff happen. I was so
kental (nerdy). Can't believe I'm friends with them in pri & sec sch. Gosh. I don't have any pleasant memories in pri sch.
I only cherish moments with beloved Debz during sec sch & of course So Nyuh Shin Ki from CE. Damn. I'm going crazy by just waiting for news from Poly. I wonder. There's so many 4 pointers out there. Gosh. Will I get cut? Or... DAMMNNNNNNNNNNNNN.