you're the one thing i got right
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Neglected.
Depressed.
Sudden sadness.
Overcoming my emotions is the greatest obstacle.
I just feel like a total loser right now.
I don't feel good today.
Everything's changed ever since I started working.
Sometimes I feel like quiting.
But I can't bear to see mom cry again.
It's gonna end soon.
I wonder what's it gonna be like when they divorce.
I think I'm going crazy.
The fact that I've been having negative thoughts proves that I am.
I've ever felt like stabbing a person & dig his guts out.
I've ever had the urge to chop a person's head.
Astarghfirullah Halaazim.I've committed
alot of sins.
Dang. I feel so lousy today.
I don't wish to connect with partners at SB-
HV.
I don't think I have common things with them.
I don't see the need to have conversations.
I don't feel easy at all.
Cliques are forming there.
I'm not the kind who likes to butt in.
I'm nice to people.
But some of them keep giving me fucked up faces.
Hypocrites!
I do not know who to trust.
Everyone's a hypocrite.
I
should've just stick to sales line.
It's even better. $6.10 per hr.
I'm 18.
I'd love to work in CD stores.
If I wasn't a
muslim, I'd be a hooker.
But the fact that I'm born a
muslim.
I'm thankful for that.
Syukur Alhamdulilah.I'm worried whether I can get into Poly.
Because of my previous grades for getting a freaking C.
My GPA got affected. Instead of getting a 3.8, it's 3.625.
I should just kill myself.
Not that I haven't done it before.
I admit I do not have a huge circle of
acquaintances.
But that doesn't mean I do not have a life.
I'm too scared to have fun.
Seeing teens, even
muslims get
drunk, have sex makes me wonder.
I'm not an angel myself.
But at least I don't drink, club & have sex.
Why the fuck am I talking about these things?
My period's just passed 2 days ago.
Not supposed to have
pms.