you're the one thing i got right
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Freaking bar test.
It's not today cause Burger's not there.
So its tomorrow at 11am.
I'm so screwed. Because it's lunch hour.
I know I'm gonna fail but I want to pass.
The verdict is Burger's not gonna let me pass.
I'm very sure about this. Think she'll let me pass for next test instead.
Bah. I don't know. Don't give a damn.
Don't really have the mood.
Feeling a little disorganized today. My thoughts, I mean.
I think I'm wrong about Y. Shouldn't have had negative thoughts about Y.
Y seemed rough & tough but Y's actually trying to help me.
I could be wrong. Humans' personality are difficult to understand.
A was there. Like I said, A is attached to Y.
A was pretty normal, nice person. A didn't talk that much to me.
Remember B, C & D. It's been a long time since I saw all of them.
I'm not sure if they're working tomorrow. This time there's W.
W is friendly, always greet me, helps me alot, gives me advices & super warm.
W is like a mom/dad or big sister/brother. I respect W alot.
For taking the time to coach me. For being patient with a freaking slow learner like me.
Sometimes I hate my sister for being a selfish bastard. But I still love her cause she's the only bitch who understands the situation at home. Both of us felt the same way about mom & bro. But not dad. She loves him.
I fucking hate him. Really.
He can die. Don't give a damn about it.
I met up with my sister before I went to work today.
Passed her cellphone bill. She owes me either $20 or a meal.
But I doubt she'll fulfill it. Unless she's in a good mood or really have the extra ka-ching!
By the way, what's so good about clubbing? Drinks are fucking expensive.
Even if it's coke. Sheesh. Loud thumping music & irritating flicking lights.
Getting sudden grinding from strangers. Scary perverts.
I don't see the need to smoke, drink or club.
Today I saw a disgraceful pair. Tattoed, mini skirts, drugged-looking pair.
No wonder other races are looking down on us, Malays.
MCM MANER ORANG MELAYU NAK MAJU?!
