you're the one thing i got right
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
Sunday, June 08, 2008
I get sick and tired of my life these days.
I wish I could just erase every single bit in my head.
It hurts so bad that it's eating me up from inside.
I know I have to learn how to let go.
But I just can't do it.
I'm being sucked into this dimension.
I hate myself for behaving like this.
I don't understand myself either.
I really wonder about the future.
The path which I'm going to take.
Will I get lost along the way?
No one else is to be blame for all this.
I have to stand up and face this.
Why wasn't I wise enough back then?
I can't go on like this forever.
There's no meaning to life.
I don't want it to be this way.
This isn't right at all.
I hate this feeling.
I want to get out of this mess.
But the more I struggle, the more I sink, faster.
When will all these end?
I will wait for you.
Even if it takes a million rains.
Till your colours shine on me.
My little rainbow.
