you're the one thing i got right
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
Sunday, May 11, 2008
It's not fun being mocked at for the past 18 years. It's not fun being the black sheep of the family. It's not fun having an asshole as a father. It's not fun having a fucking money-minded ungrateful bitch as a mother. It's not fun having 2 step brothers getting all the attention.
It's not fun having a fucking egoistic bitch as a sister. It's not fun when help is not appreciated. It's not fun being thrown aside after use. It's not fun crying every night. It's not fun feeling hatred inside. It's not fun being blamed. It's not fun having no one to trust. It's not fun at all.
I feel like mutilating myself. I feel like stabbing all my family members. I feel like being a prostitute. I feel like setting the whole house on fire. I feel like watching all my family members killed. I feel like digging his guts out. I feel like dragging her by the hair up and down the flat.
I feel like tying norrina up and put her on the lift door. Then I'll keep pressing the close button and I'll watch her crying for help. I feel like chopping my sister's body and send each part to her close friends. I feel like drinking some chlorine.
I hate it.
