you're the one thing i got right
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
I'm gonna get(?) a new niece/nephew soon. No family planning at all. Like I said,
THEY ONLY KNOW THE PLEASURE OF HAVING SEX BUT DOESN'T TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR IT. IN OTHER WORDS, THEY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF THEIR OWN FUCKING CHILDREN. So as I was saying, I'm completely frustrated over this. It's just fucking crazy. They don't even have stable jobs. Their house is in a mess. & they have the nerve to have sex. Think about the consequences will you? Gosh. Both of them are dumbfucks. Really.Because of Norrina, I couldn't sleep. I get frustrated easily. I can't study at home. Even though my results were okay, I could do better. Thankfully, I'm done with ITE. Gosh. Total chaos at home. With mom whining about her illness & crying like a mad woman. I could go crazy at that point of time. I could have gone back to my addiction of mutilating myself. Dumbfucks!
Tomorrow's the ultimate day. Major day for me. Results will be out from ITE & Poly. This is it. I haven't bought my "school uniforms" because I have no confidence in myself that I will be able to make it to Poly. Shit-ness in me.
Mom is obsessed with money. I can tell right from the beginning.
