you're the one thing i got right
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
Thursday, April 03, 2008
For whole 2 minutes, I stared at the computer screen. It was unexpected. I didn't make it. I cried in the bathroom as I do not want mom to hear me. When I finally broke the news to her, she said, "So what are you going to do now? Fail fail
lah". Major ouch! She doesn't even fucking care that I'm suffering from a blow here. Hello? The whole family doesn't give a shit. Those
dumbfucks. I was taken aback by the results. I slept till the evening. Just wanting to forget about what I just saw. I didn't have the desire to eat or do anything at all.
& yes I didn't have my shower for the whole day. Major stench! So I woke up, trying to put everything into places. I'm thinking of getting a job. Definitely not an accountant. I don't wanna stress myself up till I go bald & start mutilating myself. Big no no! I don't know what I wanna do now. I'm such a failure.
