you're the one thing i got right
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
Sunday, February 03, 2008
It didn't bother me at first.
But it's getting on my nerves now.
What did I do to deserve all this?
Yeah I know you're smart & all that.
But that doesn't mean you have the rights to yell at me.
It's not like I slack alot.
I do help around.
I don't sit there like a statue.
& yet you yelled at me.
I respect my friends.
But I don't get any.
If teasing hurt your feelings.
Then I'll stop talking.
I don't punch my friends around for the stupidest jokes.
I know I like to tease around but punching doesn't deal with teasing at all.
I feel so stupid right now.
I feel so disrespected.
Not that I'm asking for it.
I just don't get this.
Why? Am I like a doll or something?
Piece of bull poop?
I just feel so stupid right now.
Very stupid.
If I had a chance to turn back time,
I wouldn't wanna be friends with you people.
I don't want to have these memories stucked inside my head.
Fine.
I'll stop talking.
I'll stop all my nonsense.
I'll ask teachers for help instead.
I won't bother you guys anymore.
I'm a loser.
A big one that is.
A big FUCKING LOSER.
I'll stop teasing & making stupid lame jokes for you guys.
I'll keep quiet.
I'll act dumb like a statue.
I won't ask anything.
